I felt seen here. I lost my husband, the only guy I ever dated, two years ago. I feel crippled to be able to have a normal conversation with a man now. I always freeze. I make it weird because I feel so lost. I was on a comedy cruise two weeks ago. The morning we were getting off the ship, one of the comedians, the one everyone jokes is making all the other guys jealous bc of his good looks and great hair, got behind me in line at Starbucks. He made a random conversation starting statement and I awkwardly froze, shut it down and turned around. I've relived that moment 100 times since then. A stranger in my own life. Yeah.
I felt seen here. I lost my husband, the only guy I ever dated, two years ago. I feel crippled to be able to have a normal conversation with a man now. I always freeze. I make it weird because I feel so lost. I was on a comedy cruise two weeks ago. The morning we were getting off the ship, one of the comedians, the one everyone jokes is making all the other guys jealous bc of his good looks and great hair, got behind me in line at Starbucks. He made a random conversation starting statement and I awkwardly froze, shut it down and turned around. I've relived that moment 100 times since then. A stranger in my own life. Yeah.
Bekah! I’m with you. Sorry/happy you feel seen. It’s a weird and windy road. X
Gorgeous read as always.